hi my name is agyness, i'm from manchester.  i'm usually like, i'm quite a tomboy, but i'll try to be a little more sexy. when they put me in a really lady dress, i'm really looking forward to walk lady.
 

the first thought that run to the utter of nuts:
Macadamia
Almond
Cashew
Pistachio
Hazelnut
Walnut

i couldnt resist all these.. there'll always be a jar of mixed nuts back at mom's kitchen.. n it needs constant refill.. coz i'm a squirel.. haha.. forget the fact that they are yummie, goodness gracious, they are irresistibly yummie~
n that they blend perfectly well with cookies, muffin, cupcake, cereal, yogurt, pasta, dishes, or in the form of syrup for beverages (i.e tea/coffee), or simply roated mixed nuts snack.. your pick.. juz by the mention of it make my tummie growls to the nuttie experience.. ^_^
n even more good news to it, regular consumption of nuts is associated with a significant reduction in the risk of heart disease..

so yesterday hsemate n i was babbling abt going for dim sum n all.. coz her jr kept recommending the place in cheras, on how cheap n deli is the dim sum..well, we couldnt resist.. we were so excited abt it.. n gather my ex-hsemate, classmates for the trip..
but with juz one problem.. we do not knw the place, no idea, blank!! haha.. n the jr was not available for the ride.. n we did not let the 'little' detail known by others until..everyone was in the car..
n..you can guess the next: jaws drop..haha
so i took the wheel, umm...credit to ck last nite for the direction, cheras leads to tsk selatan or the otherway round i forgot.. hehe.. i juz can recognise the road, not the map or watever..somehow i manage to get to cheras n then tmn connaught..yay~ unbelievable, i'm liking this aimless exploring thing.. feel as if you're able of everything.. awesome.. n yea, the dim was great n cheeeeeeap!!!

i have been looking, searching, turning the table upside dwn, peeping under the fridge, believe me, i did tat.. R-E-A-L hard.. but my clover-leaf-engraved spoon is yet to be found!!!!
you may think it's weird to over react to the loss of a spoon.. but i don care!! the last time i saw it was before i went back hometown..
i swear i will tear anyone who keeps my beloved spoon!!!
perhaps i might go get another same spoon, but the sentimental value is different.. frust~

i stole a trip back to hometown on the weekend, it was a rush but it was worth it.

4 in the afternoon 19042008, picking up sis from gurney the other day, i din say much, abt dad's smashed backlight on the nissan given to her convenience. neither do dad. she learnt her lesson. so, we proceed with our chat at winter warmer's.. she's happy with her life it seems..

i miss penang.. i have not set foot on the island for a long long time.. let alone strolling dwn batu feringgi sand with mercy. she fancies the sunshine warmth n salty ocean water splashing on her furry paws. i was with my godmother the other day. at night we had pleasant meals before heading back to cousin's apartment. before that, we took a detour to godmom's little apartment that overseeing penang night view up from the hill of batu ferringgi.

along the route with messy traffic. sis was beside, i said i'm in a better place than never before.. my goals are within my reach, i am a lucky person. the wishes i hv suppressed for some time, things i hv given up. it's time to put a checkbox to it. one by one, i do it. eurostar, wait for me, i'll be there in few years time. driving dwn the road in penang, sheer satisfactory. tis trip, is necessary.

i endure hardship for beautiful result..

holding my best, changing myself, doing my thing, missing the memory.. wishing the best..

i am one lazy-ass, low self-esteem, pessimistic, moody-contagious, unpleasant and ill-fated bitch. end.

i hate this time around in the year.. every one of my friends is back at our hometown savouring the warmth of friends and family all around, tense-and-exam-free, taking pleasure of the coming christmas and holidays.. it sucks..i'm stuck here with one midterm paper still..
i'm afraid of being lonely sometimes, there, i said it.. to the extend of letting my notebook continuously run with songs and dramas.. just to break the silence.. i even hv to nap with grey's playing..
i hate christmas when i'm not able to celebrate it.. mental suffering.. my mom's been tormenting me to go home... sorry mom, i cant.. again , final's right after new year's eve.. save me..

i really wish i could step up and let some idiots know that the label is there for a reason, check up the dictionary if you don understand the words "DRIED FOOD"..for goodness's sake..
it means that you don store the "DRIED" ingredient inside the space-restricted fridge, it takes up the place for the stuff which are meant inside the fridge.
what on earth are they thinking.. wat kind of morons would stock dried mushroom, bihun (as in the uncook, transparent-looking bihun), dried ikan bilis, dried shrimps, and oat in the refrigerator!! do you do tat? is it normal? from wat i know, those stuff belong in the containers, under room temperature and away from damp area..
the only explanation i can find is that probably they were brought up stocking the DRIED wat-so-ever inside the freaking fridge.. there's no other way, unless they're just trying to get on my nerves, in which, they have succeeded, for here i am, crapping over how mad i was, am, still am.. it's not going away anytime soon..
again, i hope the people whom i consider to be lacking in intelligence (common term: idiots), which live under the same roof as i am, wake up!!

hands up people who walk out from a hair saloon looking, well, unexpected always..
i tend to stash a mags just in case the hair stylist is unsure of the fringe i wan.. it's always the fringe, this is the danger zone.. slightest mistake will have you bearing the resemblance to halle berry's bang on fire.. it's totally no good to self-esteem when you end up looking mentally-retarded.
on top of that, i trim my hair too much within too short period of time.. it's not a wonder after waiting, waiting, and more waiting, the length barely reaches my waist for a pleasant loooooong wavy perm, for once, please.. quit punishing me..
so to say, am i the one to be blamed for all these???